It was really a beautiful day. I was sitting in corner taking the fresh breeze in; really the day was very beautiful in my life. I have never seen this sort of day in my life. All people were doing their own work with out any disturbance. I was looking all those scenes. Some students were going to school, some were getting ready to move to office, some were on duty, some peoples were crying because they lost their beloved once. But, I was the only one who was totally different………. Sitting in the corner……. Watching everything……. But unable to move……. It was my past in front of my eyes…. It was “My never ending love story”…. Or I have to say “My love story never ends”….
I was watching the butterfly which was flipping her wings and sucking the juice of flower. The flower was really innocent it was giving its sweetness and beauty to the unknown creature. How wonderful the scene was, I saw a flower sacrificing its life for the unknown relative, it was non other than the butterfly. How almighty made the creatures, very wonderful, we never get time to think about the nature. I am really sorry I should never say “we never get time to think about the nature” but I should say “we never take time to thing about”….
Why our own soul curse us…..
We have seen innocent people dying in front of our eyes, we have seen brother killing his own brother, we have seen sisters killing their own sisters, we have seen son killing father for sake of property, we have seen father killing son because he was not able to adjust, and we have seen every big animal killing small animals…….
Why…….? I have no answer ….? I never expected my answer even from others….? I was asking all this things to myself.
People say if you want to change the world, change yourself. Then the world will change automatically. I heard people saying “give the best you have to the world and the best will come to you”. But I never got back….
Instead I lost everything I had with me…………………
Is this life…. Then I think the words said by our elders may be wrong….
It was my first day to school; I was catching my father’s index finger and keeping my small steps forward to move to school. My father was saying you should not cry in school, you should make new friends. All will like you if you respect them. I was very small to understand all this things. But still my father was explaining me in a better manner. I understood few things. Finally I reached the gate of my school. It was really beautiful. The building was divided into two blocks. With plants and huge trees surrounding it, wow I never expected paradise on earth. It was really a awesome place….
My father said how is this place. I said with small sound papa it’s really awesome. My dad left me their….
I saw my father was moving back to his way leaving me alone. I started moving in, after a while I saw back, I saw my father was standing far from me with a small smile on his face with shining eyes. He was looking with lot of love. I said bye papa he replied me, he stood their, until I went inside of the school. I went inside I saw lot of boys and girls in classroom. I went near to window and saw out, he was still standing their.
My teacher came in to the classroom. All stood and wished her. She was really beautiful. She said I am your class teacher. She wished all the students by saying good morning; we all gave reply to her. By the way the time was passing very fast. It was the last hour of my school. I went out and saw my father was still standing their. How I have to express his love to you all, that how much he loved me. His eyes were glowing when he saw me coming out. When I kept my first step out of the school he rushed towards me and said my lovely son how was your first day. I only said, papa why were you standing here for so long. He said for you son. I felt very happy when he answered.
That was when I was small today he is on bed and I am unable to help him. Still I see lot of love in his eyes. He was asking me son I sacrificed my life for you and today when I am leaving you, you aren’t able to help me. Today I am professional. I have completed my MBA from one of the best university. But to be sure I was helpless. My father was on bed, I was seeing in his eyes and thinking about my past……….
By the way, I completed my nursery, L.K.G, U.K.G and now I was going to upper primary, first class.
